Adeh..

aku kena chicken pork pox..?

nopal kena HFMD last week,
baru nak kering..
katanya tak berjangkit ngan orang tua dewasa,
tapi takkan aku kena kot..?

lagi pun kat badan pun naik rashes,
muka pun ada..
so, campak la kot..

sok dah rabu..
ujung minggu nak balik kampung kenduri doa selamat,
mak ngan bapak nak gi mekah 30hb nih..
25 ngan 26hb outstation kl lak..

buleh cuti ker..?
sempat ker nak kenduri..?
sempat ker nak outstation..?
sempat ker nak anto mak ngan bapak..?

semalam baru jer gi klinik,
amik ubat sakit tekak..
takkan sok kena pegi mengadap muka doktor tu lagik..
nak wat camner, gi jumpa doktor lain kena bayo..

bersabo jer laa...

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Smart together, not fart together..

Dalam kerja,
ada orang atas dan orang bawah..
tak semestinya orang atas jer yg kena bijak,
orang bawah kena 'pijak'..

orang atas bertanggungjawab mendidik orang bawah,
supaya menjadi bijak..
kalo boleh, biar sama bijak..

takut nanti orang bawah 'pijak' orang atas..?
hmmm.. aku tak rasa macam tu..
sebab, org atas menggunakan kebijakan dia untuk kerja dia,
dan orang bawah jugak menggunakan kebijakan dia untuk kerja dia sendiri..
orang bawah bijak pun,
tak semestinya dia leh clearkan kerja bos dia kan..?

tujuannyer ialah,
bila sampai satu masa,
kebijakan org bawah ni lah yg boleh menyelamatkan org atas..

kalo nak dihuraikan panjang sangat..
just aku storykan satu cerita,
cerita yg maybe korang pernah dengo sebelum nih..

ada seorang CEO yang berjaya,
selalu dipanggil untuk memberi ceramah motivasi,
agar menjadi panduan kepada orang lain yg turut ingin berjaya..

satu hari, dalam perjalanan dia untuk bagi satu ceramah,
dia bagitau kat dreba dia,
dia dah bosan cakap benda yg sama ngan orang,
dan meminta agar dreba dia yg berpura2 jadi dia untuk bagi ceramah..

dreba dia menolak, dengan alasan dia just dreba,
nak cakap macam mana..
CEO tu kata, dia yakin selama dreba tu ikut dia bagi ceramah,
dreba tu pun dah tau apa yg dia slalu cakap, cara dia cakap etc..
so, dreba tu setuju..
dan bertukar tempatlah CEO ngan dreba tu..

sampai saja di tempat ceramah,
dreba tu terus saja meneruskan tugas CEO tanpa sebarang cacat cela,
sambil CEO yg berlakon menjadi dreba tu tersenyum di tepi dewan..
org ramai pun tak syak apa2 pun..

habis jer ceramah,
semasa sesi soal jawab,
semua soalan dapat dijawab dengan senang oleh dreba tu,
berkat pengalaman dia ngan CEO tu..

nak dijadikan cerita,
ada seorang hadirin mengemukakan soalan,
yg paling susah, yg belum pernah ditanya sebelum ini..
CEO tu pun terkejut,
takut pecah tembelang dia..
akan tetapi,
dengan tenang dreba tu berkata,

"alaaa.. soalan macam nih, saya bagi dreba saya jer jawab.."

see, rugi tak kalo kita sama2 bijak..?
best kan..

Monday, October 18, 2010

Wakena beb..

Korang pernah dak terpikir,
sebelum korang buat sesuatu benda yg tak biasa korang buat,
sesuatu kecemasan yg tiba2 terjadi,
"durian runtuh" yg ada tiba2 dapat,
berkebarangkalian telah pun di set up untuk anda..?

alaaa.. macam style citer wakena beb tu la..
mula2 kita mati2 percaya benda2 mmg terjadi,
at the end, sebenonyer kita kena main jer,
or ada org nak kenakan kita..

tu ok.. just kena main or terkena..
tapi how about dengan org yg nak perangkap kita..?
pernah dak terpikir sesuatu perkara yg "tak berapa bagus" yg kita nak buat tu,
macam ada orang nak perangkap jer..

pernah dapat panggilan daripada awek yg kita tidak kenali..?
tetiba ajak sembang la, nak kenal laa..
memandangkan kita nih jenih peramah jer,
aci nak layan jer,
tup tup girlfriend kita sengaja set kan kawan dia,
just nak tgk action kita..

so, konon nyer kalo kita tolak benda yg di"offer",
kira rugi lah..
tapi kalo kita proceed, kena perangkap la plak kan..?

dalam konteks kerja sebagai contoh,
buyer ngan supplier..
deal macam biasa, tetiba jer supplier offer "komisyen",
sebagai tanda terima kasih kita keep deal ngan dia..
kalo tgk pada amount, masyuuukk..
tapi, sekali kita kata ok,
terima habuan pertama,
the next day bos panggil masuk bilik..
haaaa.. cemana nak buat..?
makan tak habih wooo..

pastu lak jenih yg perangkap member2..
kengkawan saja nak trap kita,
tgk kat belakang dia kita ngumpat dia ker dak..
dia pun umpan la sorang mamat nih,
ajak kita sembang pasal kawan kita tu..
baik punya sembang, terkeluar la segala apa yg kita dok pendam selama nih..
sok nyer, konpom kawan tu masam muka ngan kita,
tau dah perangai kita yg suka ngumpat kat belakang..

bukan ler kata kita nih sebelum buat benda jahat kena pikir dulu..
at the first place, benda jahat nih takleh buat..
well, manusia..

curiga is tak bagus..
tapi perasan dak,
curiga tu la yg kadang2 boleh menyelamatkan kita..
daripada kita buat perkara2 tak berapa baik tu secara tak sedar,
kita akan berhati2, pikir panjang2..
walaupun niat kita tak buat tu bukan pasal benda tu tak baik,
cuma sekadar kita takut kantoi or kena perangkap,
better dari kita buat..

ada org pernah cakap kat aku,
apa la yg aku pikir bukan2 sangat,
buat jer..
org lain buat tak kena pun..
yer la.. org lain buat kena..
masa kita buat la yg nak kena tu..

wakena bebbbb..

pernah kena perangkap dak kengkawan..?

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Am I been fooled..?

Sorry, terpaksa update kat luar..

semalam connect broadband, tak dapat..
tersangaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat la slow..

perasan plak, tetiba total bandwith used dah reset balik ke zero..
dan kebetulan, trial period of 7 days dah tamat..
call ngan careline, dia kata pasal baru jer register,
diorang tak dapat trace lagi total usage semua..

hhmm... trial period laju bagai nak rak..
abih jer trial, terus slow macam siput..
kalo aku return balik, confirm hangus 100 inggit..

but maybe kebetulan malam tadi line slow..
taper.. kita pikir baik dulu..
kita test lagi 2 malam..
kalo tak ok gak,
jangan kata broadband tu aku terminate,
dengan no phone aku nih pun aku terminate,
tukar masuk line lain..

bukan aku marah pasal slow,
tapi pasal rasa dipermain2kan..
kenapakah cukup habis tempoh percubaan jer terus jadik slow giler..?
dalam seminggu tu tak boleh jadi slow ker..?
jgn tipu orang, tak baik..
tuhan marah..

Saturday, October 09, 2010

Bila lagi..?

bebaru nih la yg banyak sekali..
maybe pasal orang pikir dah tiba masanya,
padahal bagi aku dan yana,
kami belum bersedia..

soalan maut yang selalu kami terima kebelakangan ini..
"bila nak dapat anak yg ke-2..?"

hmmmm.. secara ringkas dan untuk memudahkan kami,
biasanya kami akan jawab,
"tader rezeki lagi kot.."
"nanti nanti lahh.. sorang nih pun tak larat nak jaga.."

maybe tak berapa bagus kan jawab macam tu..
just nak puaskan hati orang yg bertanya jer..
padahal dalam hati macam lain..

yes, teringin..
mmg kami teringin sangat2..
secara jujurnya ekonomi rumahtangga masih belum boleh membantu..

ada jugak yang kata,
bila dah dapat nanti ada la rezeki tu kuar kot mana2..
yerr.. betul..
insyaAllah, rezeki anak tu ada..
kami paham dan kami pernah melaluinya masa naufal dulu..
ekonomi kami sebelum naufal ada dan selepas naufal ada mmg berbeza..
padahal dah tambah sorang lagi..
alhamdulillah, kami leh survive sampai sekarang tanpa banyak masalah..

tapi kami tak sanggup nak memikirkan di kala kami dapat yang ke-2,
kami terpaksa menyusahkan antara kami yang ada nih..
since aku takmo menyusahkan yana n naufal,
aku la yg terpaksa susah..
tapi diorang lak yg susah ati nanti tgk aku susah..

takmo la plak citer sampai detail ekonomi rumahtangga aku kan..
just nak bagitau, sampai masanya ada laa..
kami pun tak sabo nak tgk anak ke-2 kami..
macam aku ker, macam yana ker, macam naufal ker..

kami pun dah fikir siap nama anak ke-2 tu..
kami harap sgt2 dapat pempuan..
kami nak bagi nama Azra Irdina..
tapi kalo lelaki jugak yg dapat,
tak terpikir plak lagi nama dia..

apa2 pun, kebahagiaan keluarga jugak yang penting..
anak sorang ker, 2 ker, 3 ker, hatta 12 sekalipun,
tader yg lagi penting dari hubungan mesra dan kebahagiaan semua ahli keluarga..
let say, tetiba esok lusa aku rasa dah sampai masanya,
ok lah, buleh la proceed..

proceed..? proceed aper..?

ehhh..? malam nih malam apa aaa...?
malam khamis.. hmmm hmmm hmmm..

bila lagi..?

Wednesday, October 06, 2010

What will you do if..

Sometimes, I do have those imaginations..
It just not like any kids having their imaginations..
to be a spaceman, to create time machines, etc..
or to be in cartoon such as,
peter pan, tinker bell, jack and the beanstalk, etc..

I have those adults imaginations.. (not wet ones, please concentrate here..)
which I think some of you also might have think about it..
Those are crazy imaginations, as anyone will say it crazy..
but let us think together about those imagination which somehow,
might came true..

What will you do if..

1) you're the last person to be on earth and earth was destroyed..

2) you just knew you're adopted by your parents, and your origin was actually somewhere in africa..

3) you just knew that everybody at your workplace hates you, and your boss is trying to kick you out..

4) the car you're driving hit somebody and he died..

5) (for men only) suddenly a girl came to you with a cop saying you raped her..

6) (for women only) you woke up in a stranger's bedroom, naked..

7) you woke up in a morning, realizing all those previous 10 years you are living is only one of your last night dream scenes.. you never graduated, you never have kids, you never met your "wife".. you just 22 years old, in my case.. (i always imagine of this..)

well, we should not think of those bad things,
but you know, just for fun..

what will you do..?

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

Mimpi ngeri ku telah tiba..

2 minggu lepas..
lepas latihan mingguan JPA,
zul bagi tau ada lawan bola,
dengan team dari relau..

aku lak 3 tahun tak main bola,
mesti muntah punya nih..
tapi pikir2 balik, bila lagi nak main..
ni la masa nak menunjukkan skill2 lama yg dah berkarat..
aper, diorang ingat "uncle" ni takleh main bola lagi ker..?

so, ptg tu kitorang kumpul kat pejabat JPA sungai bakap,
then bertolak ke relau..
training2 lebih kurang,
mula la bermain..

biasa la..
mmg mengah giler, tu baru lari kejap..
so, kontrol2 la sikit larian tu..
masa dapat bola baru la nak push lari and dribble..

once, aku dapat bola..
aku nampak mamat team lawan sorang ni meluru lari kat aku..
so, aku pun tolak bola ke tepi,
ngan harapan boleh escape dia..

tapi........
bola dapat lepas,
aku nak elak rempuhan dia tapi tak sempat..
mamat tu tak brek, dia rempuh aku..
since dia rendah,
kepala dia betul2 kat tengkuk aku masa rempuhan tu..
dia "heading" kepala aku..
aku jatuh, tak leh bernafas..
mamat tu gi sambung kejar bola..
pengadil tak tiup wisel..
permainan diteruskan masa aku terkapai2 carik oksigen..

akhirnya aku dapat bgn..
tekak aku sakit..
1st half habis, 2nd half aku tarik diri..
tak penat pun, tapi sakit tengkuk n tekak..

balik rumah nak telan air pun sakit,
nak batuk pun sakit,
nak menguap pun sakit..
mlm tu jugak gi klinik,
doktor kata takder apa2,
padahal aku perasan pangkal tengkuk aku dah bengkak..
dapat ubat jer..
takper la..

aku keep continue makan ubat,
then alhamdulillah,
tak sakit dah tengkuk aku,
tak bengkak dah tengkuk aku..

malam tadi..
aku kuar ngan abg long ngan mimi,
lepak minum..
tetiba mimi tanya takder aktiviti lain ker..
abg long ajak karaoke..
kitorang pun pegi..
dan di sini lah mimpi ngeri aku bermula..

aku dah tak boleh menyanyi..
aku ulang balik..
aku dah tak boleh menyanyi..
aku terduduk diam..
abg long pun terkesima dengar suara aku..
dia cool down kan aku, tapi tak memberi makna..

tekak aku perit,
walaupun baru menyanyi 3 baris lagu..
tak boleh nak tarik suara lansung..
lagi satu, baru nyanyi 3 baris udah takleh bernafas..
rasa macam termengah2..

mmg cilaker la mamat yg langgo tekak aku tu..
mmg dia telah mem"cacat"kan aku..
dia tak tau berapa byk "damage" yg dia dah buat kat aku..

sesapa ada tahu cemana nak kembalikan suara..?

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Aper aper jer laa..

Cerita 1
Tengahari semalam, aku makan sorang..
yana kirim jer suruh beli bihun sup..
aku pegi makan nasik ayam kat tpt slalu,
kedai nasik hainan abg mi..
bebudak kilang aku pun mmg selalu mkn sini,
cuma lately kurang, pasal jemu kot..

dah dekat nak habih makan,
abg mi dtg meja aku, join sekali..
(nak sembang la tu..)

"hang keja kilang hang lama dah ka..?"
"mmm.. 6 taun dah.."
"tu diaaa.. 6 taun dah..?"
"aaa.."
"gaji hang ada dak 8 ratus dah..?"
"haaa..!?"
"gaji hang ada dak 8 ratus lagi dak..?"
"aaaa.. saya bukan operator.."
"laaaa.. ya kaa..? abih tu, hang technician ka..? ehh.. tapi technician baju lain kan..?"
"semua org baju sama jaa.."
"abih tu hang keja apa..? gaji ada seribu dah..?"
"aaaa.. cukup makan jer la abg mi oiii.."

end of conversation..

aku tak salahkan abg mi..
dan aku tak marah pun..
malah aku lagi suka orang ingat aku kejer operator..
dan aku tak pernah cakap aku kejer apa melainkan org terdekat..
(tapi somewhere ada mention aku kejer apa.. name card etc..)

Cerita 2
Hari yg sama, lepas makan tu aku gi klinik..
amik ubat sakit tekak..

sampai klinik, bagi surat dan tunggu..
staf klinik tu all indian girls..
lebih kurang 20-an laa umur..

aku pun tgk lepak baca Times,
then one of the staff panggil aku..

"uncle, mari kejap.."

apaa..!!!???
uncle kepala hotak uncle ko..
meh sini aku seligi dagu ko tgk uncle tak uncle..
dahi aku tak berkedut lagi laa..

sudah cukup tua kah umur 32..?
iskk...

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Eh Eh Eh..

eh eh..
jgn terkejut yer..
aku tak berniat nak sambung blogging secara serius lagi..

problem masih belum setel..
dan aku takmo mintak maap,
sebab aku tau,
aku tak mengecewakan sesiapa pasal tak update..
dulu mungkin ada,
tapi sekarang tak..
org dah tak mengharap dah kan..

ada org yg dok tunggu ker..?

kalo ada, mintak bersabar la..
maybe dalam sebulan ++ lagik..
sebab nyer,
aku takleh nak maintain blogging kat opis hari2..
sekarang nih, opis hanyalah tempat aku bekerja,
bukan macam dulu..
(kalo bos aku tau aku cakap macam nih, mampus aku..)

once masalah aku dah setel,
insyaAllah, aku akan kembali macam dulu..
takper,
aku sanggup start dari zero..
biar tader readers,
aku akan carik semula..

pasal bila aku dah ada benda nih.....


maka, boleh lah aku berblog sesuka hati aku,
di mana jua aku berada..
(as long as ada wifi coverage laa..)

wait for me HP Pavilion..!!!!
you'll be mine...!!!

Friday, April 09, 2010

Keep count on me..!!

I was waiting in the car,
in the middle of putrajaya..
listening to the music from the pendrive,
which I stick to the company car player..

then the handphone ring..
it was lina..
asking me for material name detail..

"azuri, mintak detail material yg nak guna untuk sample XYZ tu.."
"alaa.. aku cerita dalam phone, ko susah nak paham kang.. gi la tanya planner.."
"aku malas la ngan makcik tu.. dia suka bising2.."
"pegi jer la tanya.. aper2 hal kol aku balik.."

then,
as expected, incoming call from factory again..
this time, it was not lina..
it was mary, lina's superior..
her voice of anger hit my ear..

"why don't you just tell lina the material details..!!??"
"why..?"
"you did know how bad our relationship with that makcik, then you still ask us to ask her everything..!!??"
"so..?"
"what so.. c'mon laa.. just give lina the detail.."
then it's my turn to turn on the anger switch..
"i said she won't understand if i explain through phone.. so, just ask that goddamn makcik for the goddamn detail, ok..!!?? i was only not in office for one day, and the only person you can count on is me..? how if i die tomorrow..? how if i quit job tomorrow..? then the company will fall down aa..? go to hell with your bad relationship.. it's your fault if you have bad relationship.."
off the conversation..

for the first time, i didn't feel like to think other's feelings..
why..? cause they never did to me..
i know it..
they just feel want to ask me everything since it's the fast track,
wrong channel but fast track..

not to say i knew things but never want to share..
just want to keep everyone play their own role..
that's what happened to love letter these days..
less people write love letter since
peoples got sms and email as fast track..

and i thought i expressed it..

few days later,
back in office..
i walked around the production with the japanese factory manager..
looking for something which need to be improve..
then i mentioned what happened,
hoping that something will be improve..

"sir, how do you feel that when i was out station, factory staffs called me just to ask simple thing which they can get from the person beside them..?"
"woww.. is that really happened..?"
"yes sir.. i also ask them are they can't do anything if i was not around..? if i quit job tomorrow, the company will shut down and they cannot finish their work..?"

suddenly, his expression changes..
what did i said..? what did i said..?

then only i realize,
he is the one who always use me as a fast track..
he is the one who always ask me simple thing just to need to be sure..
he is the one who always think 8 times to approve my annual leave when the production is peak..

sorry sir..
i didn't meant it..

ever "terlajak cakap" everybody..?

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Need a refreshment..

It was the third new year celebration since past 3 months..
Awal Muharram for muslims in dec 09,
January new year for peoples around the world,
and CNY for chinese this month..

me..?
i'm still here,
same work place,
same house,
same yana n naufal,
n of course, the same me..

but,
same work place with different work load..
same house with that need new decoration..
same yana n naufal who need more attention from me..
same me, but need a little bit refreshment..
(for those who understand, it's like when you want to say "勘弁してくれよ～。。")

never say bored of your life..
never say bored to your work..
never say bored to your house..
never say bored to your family..
and never say bored to yourself..
you got all above in your head,
then you may end up your neck hanging from the ceiling.. (nauzubillah..)

it just a part of the hurdles you need to jump over..
just keep remember,
you think your life sucks, others one worst..
you think your house is hot, others are homeless..
you think you work more than you've been paid, others collect bottles for dimes..
you think your family not fun enough, babies neglected everywhere now..
you think you hate yourself for being you, try be others..
you'll regret it..

so,
for those who still getting down,
even after 3 new years,
let's cheer up,
refresh yourself,
jump up high and clear those hurdles with the same you..
the more hurdles you jump, the more you'll get better..

byeee...

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Business manner..

somewhat,
i wonder what is the purpose of our business people doing business..?
i mean business people not who are wearing suits,
working in skycrapers building,
discussing millions project..
but its for peniaga pasar malam, peniaga kedai runcit etc..

generally, understood by all,
berniaga is the most sumber rezeki on earth..
lot of us doing business..
and that is the purpose i think..

let me re-phrase..
what is the purpose of the way they are doing their business..?
paham ker tak paham ker, tak taaaaaau..?
pocket ingat tak pada Lee sensei,
yang mengajo tatabahasa jepun dalam dewan DKU masa AAJ dulu..?
dia yg slalu sebut macam nih kan..
sambil memusingkan kepala dia masa cakap tak taaaau tu..

cakap melayu la senang kan..
yer laa.. maksud aku segala perbuatan per percakapan diorang semasa diorang melakukan urusniaga tu..

actually macam nih..
semalam aku gi pasar malam..
yana suh aku beli sate..
and aku stop kat satu kedai sate nih,
yang mana sate dia secucuk 25 sen..
ayam pun 25 sen, daging pun 25 sen..
mmg selalu gerai nih ada kat situ..

then aku order la ayam 5 cucuk, daging 5 cucuk..
which suppose to be 10 cucuk x 25 sen = RM2.50 la kan..
bila dah siap,
dia kata kat aku RM3..

eh eh eh.. sat sat..
aku tanya balik, bukan 2 hinggit setengah ker..?
then apa yg dia reply,
"saya bubuh 12 cucuk, pasal saya tader duit kecik.."

hmmmm...
since aku adalah org melayu yg hassle free,
kasik 3 ringgit, terus blah..

bukan aku tader 50 sen dalam wallet..
cuma kalo aku kater,
"takper la dik.. bukak balik bungkus tu, saya nak 10 cucuk jugak.. saya bagi RM2.50.."
adakah dia akan menerimanya dengan senang hati,
bukak balik bungkusan tu dan amik balik 2 cucuk,
berterima kasih dengan aku kerana bersusah payah bagi dia syiling..
atau pun, dia akan menerimanya dengan muka berkeremot,
membuka bungkusan tu dengan tindak tanduk yg kasar (tak ikhlas),
kerana sales dia dah kurang 50sen,
(which means RM50 for 100 customers, right..?)
or kerana aku telah menyusahkan dia bukak balik bungkusan tu..

sorry..
bukan nak menuduh..
mungkin kebetulan dia takder syiling..
tapi bukan kah suppose dia kena tanya dulu..
explain yg dia tader syiling untuk pulangkan 50 sen aku,
memproposekan perihal dia nak menambahkan 2 cucuk lagi..

kalo dia kabo dulu kat aku,
maybe aku akan kesian kat dia pasal dia tder syiling,
silap2 RM2.50 tu pun aku bayo guna syiling..
kan leh jadi banyak syiling dia..

meniaga nih,
walaupun buleh untung banyak,
tapi kalau la dengan cheating customer buleh dapat untung lagi banyak..
well, Allah the almighty kan..
still, aku tak kata la peniaga sate got some sort of strategy untuk laku byk sate dia..
but to others peniaga who are cheating..

cemana kengkawan..?


cemana kengkawan..?

Thursday, January 14, 2010

PMS..

Kalo pempuan ada PMS (pre-menstrual syndrome),
sestgh laki2 pun ada..

aku pun ada PMS..
Petrified Manchester (United) Syndrome..

jgn tegur aku ari nih..
nanti aku lempang sia2 jer..

kalah taper..
dah referee berat sebelah,
nak wat camner..
tunggu jer la game home nanti..

Monday, November 09, 2009

Jodoh, jangan diperbodoh..

ingat nak komen jer kat pocket's post,
tapi rasa macam nak jadi panjang,
and thinking why not i just put it as a post of mine..
bukan nak tiru idea yer..
cuma rasa macam tajuk nih boleh dikongsikan pendapat dari ramai orang,
untuk panduan sestgh org..

bila kata pasal jodoh,
org yg belum kahwin jer yg takut jodoh dia tepat atau tidak..
tapi bagi orang yg dah kawin,
baru ler dikatakan "dah jodoh, nak wat camner.."

how to know he/she is the one for you..?
well, you never know until you tie the knot..
and, even if you tied it, then you realized he/she is not the one,
it's still called jodoh..
as pocket said,
it's written up there..

let me speak the story of mine..
(tetiba cakap omputih lak..)

i used to look for the best one for me since i'm 18..
used to cry for them, each time they left me..
well, others said, "dah tader jodoh, sudah laa.."
even i knew that she was the one..

but i never made it, finding the right one..
once, about whole world knew i was destined with this one girl,
kept saying i will marry her,
still, she is not the one..

i never thought i will live my whole life with yana..
until that moment of this..
i knew it will be a tough journey for me..
if you read the MFB series, you'll know..

but still then, i never thought yana is the wrong one..
she is the best one for me..
i hope in the other life, she will be my angel in heaven..
if it's not her, i won't have this life i'm enjoying,
and the most improtant, i won't have this naufal boy..

we hope for the perfect one,
but you will never get one..
you will only get the best one for you..
and again, you will never know it until you tie the knot..

even if somebody said "jodoh boleh diubah..",
actually it's not jodoh which can be changed,
it's the choice of with who you want to be tied with..
and again,
your jodoh is already written up there..
it will never change..
maybe we need some alteration on the sentence itself..
how about,
"pasangan boleh diubah..",
"pasangan hidup boleh diubah..",
"bakal isteri/suami boleh diubah..",
etc..

but let us think,
if you keep saying above sentences,
what people will think of you..?
play play aaa..?

even in islam, there is not such thing as berchenta sebelum kahwin..
you married him/her without knowing each other before,
you can only berchenta after the first time you met him/her,
and he/she is your jodoh for your whole life....
how's about that for us in this 21st generation..?
don't say it sucks,
it meant to be like that in the first place..
islam's ways of life are never wrong..
but how's about that..?
we keep looking for our jodoh out there,
which we will never find it..

i'm sorry..
not intend to get emo in this particular case..
some even said to me,
"why did you chose yana when you can get better..?"
then, i put it back to them faces,
"how do you know that i will get all the happiness of life when i'm with yana, if i get marry with other girl..?
everybody sucks at own life..
everybody will still sucks the other way if they married others in the first place..

one word..
BERSYUKUR..

Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan merubah keadaan (nasib)
sesuatu bangsa sehingga bangsa itu mahu merubah keadaan
(nasib) mereka sendiri”. (Ar-Ra’ad:11)

Thursday, November 05, 2009

End of my career..?

I received this email yesterday..

it sucks, isn't it..?
since i don't have net connection at home..

well, i still can go to net cafe to update,
but how long can you stand it..?
with work at the day,
with family to entertain at night..

this is an absolute reason for not posting after this..
pocket house is so far,
else, i will visiting him every night..

it's hard to say goodbye,
which i won't do..

i'll find the way..
yes, i'll find the way..

Friday, October 23, 2009

Dah termalu, dan aku tak mahu..

I don't know how to say it..
It's her fault who asked,
or it's my fault who admitted..

Went to production to take some part sample,
then noticing that i need to pack it into a plactic bag..
i was in the manual operation area,
saw dayah and su at the desk..

"dayah, mai plastik satu, aku nak pack part nih.."
"hang pi la mintak seniri, budak aku lawa2 apa.."
dayah is teasing me again..
quite in hurry + no mood to involve in such conversation,
"cepat laa.. budak hang takdak lawa la aihh.. tak lawa macam hang.."
i blurted that out which make me involve directly to that conversation..
"hang pi la amik.. dah dekat dah tu.."

me, saw one akak keep smiling to us,
"kak, mai plastik satu.. susah btoi la dia nih.."

i put the part into the bag,
and noticed that the bag was too long..
"nah dayah, hang potong ni sat.. panjang sgt.."
in slow voice and smiling,
"panjang la baguih.. hihihi.."

i ignored..
pretending not to show my intend on the conversation,
to keep my pride in front of the ladies..

suddenly, dayah asked..
"weh, hang bila nak tambah sorang lagik..?"
"tak dak org yg sudi laa.."
"hang nih.. aku tanya pasal anak laa.. aku tak cakap pasal bini pun.."

su is laughing like hell..
i never saw su laughing like that before..
luckily, only 3 of us heard that..
su is still laughing..
and dayah get a full load bucket of caci maki from me..
END

please,
please do not change your story without any sign..
as well as you turn your car direction without signal,
it really can cause life..
isn't it..?

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Hampeh.. Padi pun takde hampeh macam nih..

Aku ingat,
2-3 hari jugak dia tak spam blog aku,
dia jemu dah ler kot..
rupanya tidak..
dia spam sekali 2 post lagik..
haram jadah betul..

ni pun aku terpaksa tulih pasal nak overcome link blog title yg spam tu kat blog pembaca aku..
kalo dak sampei ke sudah la naik title tu jer kat blog orang lain..

hmmmm..
masih misteri la..
tader ker blog org lain yg penah kena spam..?
aku nak tanya diorang wat camner..

dan jugak,
ramai yg takut masuk blog aku,
pasal takut terbabit blog seniri kena spam jugak..

isk isk isk..
apa la malang nasib aku..
somebody, tolong laaa..

UPDATED

tgk..
aku dah overcome pun dia dok camtu gak..
cilaker btol..
mana la orang nak masuk blog aku bila tgk aku post pasal viagra..
*^#$#*&%^$%^&$%%*#@*& btol laaa... (apa aku mencarut nih..)

Friday, October 16, 2009

I don't need this type of sympathy..

Semalam,
lepas jer aku posting,
biasanya sha dan joe akan komen dulu..
tak lama pastu,
tetiba blogger mel lagik..

sha komen kat post aku yg bertajuk "frankfurt kinoprogramm"..

aikk.. bile masa plak aku post tajuk nih..

aku pun klik kat link post tuh,
tgk2 kuar macam nih..







laaaa...
kena hacked ker blog aku nih..
cemana laa blogger jaga akaun nih..
cek punyer cek,
blog naufal pun kena jugak..

iskk..
aku pun padam dah laa..
pagi nih aku masuk,
aaiiikkk...!!
ada lagik...
chilaker betul..

kalo yer la aku nih jenih post kadang2,
tak payah la sibuk2 nak tolong post kat aku kan..
pastu lak,
kalo nak tolong post,
post la betul2..
buat cerita ayam ker, cerita ikan laga ker,
koman2 cerita laki bini begaduh pasal sambal belacan,
macam citer bujang lapok tu..

btw,
ada sesaper tau punca nyer dan tau penyelesaian nyer..?
aku takmo la plak tambah kejer ari2 kena padam post yg merapu2 nih..
giler ker..
daripada aku padam post,
baik aku posting kan..

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

It's all coming back to me..

rasa nyer baru jer aku wat post pasal raya..
post pasal aku bakar lalang dpn umah aku..,
post pasal hari raya malang aku..

then, it's coming again..
the hari raya..

berbelas2 tahun dulu,
menunggu hari raya semacam menunggu sesuatu yg sangat indah..
macam nak dapat benda yg tak pernah dapat..
normallah kan..

tapi kenapa sekarang,
aku dah tak rasa macam tu..?
aku poser penuh aaa...
it's everybody,
or just me,
who cannot breath the air of raya is coming again..
pocket pun pernah tulih pasal ni kot kat sini..
ada la kena mengena sket kot..

no no no...
tolak tepi seasonal treats,
tolak tepi houses decorated by more lampu lip lap instead of pelita panjut,
tolak tepi there are less bombing sounds from meriam these days,
to blame the law..?
tolak tepi people prefer to buy all the kuih muih rather than memukul telur themselves..
not pukul themselves telur aaaaa..

something is missing..
i still don't know why..
i just can't find it..
i'm looking for it..

is it because,
no more rushing at bus counter looking for balik kampung ticket..?
no more duit raya for me to collect..?
no more visiting 'aweks' houses to see how do they look in their new baju kurung..?
vice versa
no more going out dating your awek(s) during first raya, visiting collegues..?
another vice versa

who ever is still excited waiting for hari raya,
please leave a comment..
who ever no more feels the excitement just like me,
leave comments too..
i desperately want to have back the excitement..
if possible.................. huhuhuhu..

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Basah la plak... (dirty content?)

post di bawah mungkin agak jijik/kotor bagi sestgh orang..
so, sapa yg lemah ngan benda2 kotor,
tgh makan nasik,
tgh in good mood,
atau yg sensitif,
harap jgn teruskan bacaan anda..



Pagi ni masuk kejer,
tanya rosli,
bukan kata minggu nih nak wat fire drill ker..?
dia kata mmg la minggu nih..
then, hari ni dah jumaat,
means hari ni la fire drill..

aku pun naik atas,
setel kejer lebih kurang..
pastu tetiba rasa macam nak terberak la plak..
tapi pikir2 balik,
ada fire drill..
satgi tgh aku terberak bunyi loceng kang,
payah plak..

aku pun tahan..
5 minit..
10 minit..
15 minit..
20 minit..
25 minit..
stgh jam..

iskkk.. takleh tahan..
jam baru pukul 8:45..
hmmm.. diorang buat pukul 9:30 kot..
pegi jer la...

masuk la toilet..
dgn berdebar2, aku mula menjalankan 'proses'..
bukak seluar, ok..
duduk, ok..
'proses', ok..
basuh, ok..
amik tisu nak lap,
tetiba,

"KRRIIIIIIIIIINNNNNGGGGGG....!!!!!!!"

arrrggghhhh....!!!
tadi aku tunggu samapi stgh jam takmo bunyik..
shilaker btol laaaa...

cemana nih..
taper laaa, janji dah basuh..
lap aci dan jer,
pakai seluar pun aci dan jer,
asal jgn nampak macam kuar toilet..
then bergegas turun untuk perhimpunan..
masa tu baru la rasa spender udah basah,
pasal lap tak abih tadi..

shilaker btol laaa..
nasib baik aku half day ari nih..
siooottt......

Friday, August 21, 2009