I'm in love..

It's been around 1 year since aku tak bercinta.. yesterday, 25th December 2007, aku bercinta semula.. with who..? ngan yana ler.. means, bukan along 1 and half year after we're getting married, kitorang tak bercinta.. maksud aku, bercinta like sebelum kahwin.. in the bahasa yg senang org nak paham, berdating la.. yaaa.. semalam kitorang gi berdating..
lied to her mother, saying we go to company for overtime, pakai baju kilang kononnyer, hantar naufal and patah balik ke rumah, salin baju.. both wearing white kemeja, jeans and adidas snicker.. sedondon gitu.. yana plak dah booking untuk solek pagi tu kat kedai kak su.. tak tau la, dia solek untuk aku tgk ker, atau untuk org lain tgk.. pasal lepas solek tu, dalam keter nak ke gurney, aku dok tgk jer wajah yana yg cantik tu, dia dok tanya aku pasal per dok asyik tgk dia jer.. salah ker aku tgk..?
then, off we go for a dating.. kitorang sampai kat gurney kul 10:45 lebey kurang.. jenjalan window shopping, n beli tiket wayang, citer national treasure 2 lakonan pelakon kesukaan aku, nicholas cage.. wayang kul 2:15, baru kul 12 masa tu.. kitorang gi makan kat chicken rice shop, melantak cukup2.. then gi lepak starbucks lak, layan iced caramel macchiato.. best jer.. sambil2 merenung wajah yana yg jadi comel lote lepas mekap pagi tadi.. dia lak tersipu2 malu, ewahhh.. mmg macam tgh bercinta.. tte, naik nafsu ler pulak.. takper.. barang halal..
on that day, maybe org tgk kitorang nih macam takder adab, yer la.. jalan pun peluk2, naik escalator pun peluk2, pegang tgn jgn citer la.. so what..? i'm in love with my own wife.. takkan kitorang nak gantung surat nikah tu kat tengkok kot..? even bukan semer org leh baca pun since surat nikah kitorang 100% in jawi.. (remember on the hari nikah, kena baca lafaz taklik in jawi.. huhuhu..) tte, salah ker wat camtu..?
then, citer wayang tu mmg best.. walaupun the story line sejibik macam yg 1st nyer citer, yappari nicholas cage best.. around the end of the story, when nicholas cage nyer parent kiss each other after diorang berpisah dah berbelas taun tu, mengingatkan balik aku pada marriage life aku.. langit tak selalu nyer cerah (but mendung tak bererti hujan kan..) and sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit.. but whatever the pepatah said, whatever happened or whatever is happening or whatever will happen, i will always love my wife..
abih tgk wayang, kitorang bertolak dari gurney, nak ke sunway carnival lak.. nak gi hinode shop, beli decoration untuk umah.. kedai tu 1 item RM5, maka byk ler decoration yg dibeli, dan maka lebih semak la umah aku dgn decoration2 tu.. iskk.. pastu balik la kitorang, meninggalkan kenangan ari tu..
to my love.. sayang.. syg tak berniat untuk melupakan sayang.. kengkadang syg terpaksa.. syg tetap sayang ngan sayang sepanjang masa.. syg tahu kadangkala keadaan menyusahkan kita, dan kita terpaksa mengharunginya bersama..

And on the shame and my pain will i get this.. why..? it's ok.. to fall in love again..? it's all we have to live.. whenever i'm unseen, i blame it on myself

Artist : Butterfingers
Song Title : The Chemistry (Between Us)
Album Title : Transcendence

Wednesday, December 26, 2007