responsible or burden..?

Alhamdulillah, i'm a married man to a very lovely, cute woman(girl maybe).. my mom cried soon after when i hugged her after finish the akad nikah (she's always like that :).. i didn't want to, but cried too.. hehe.. and my wife staring from the other side, cried too.. who knows what was in mom's heart.. was she too happy, was she sad..? please mom, don't be sad.. i just have too..
day past away, all my family went back home, left me alone.. felt so melancholy.. that evening, i don't know, my head feel empty but my heart was full.. i'd think of everyone, especially my wife.. i'm a husband now.. i have my own family, i have a different life now.. oh god, please give me strength..

Monday, August 14, 2006

Have you ever..?

Never thought that somebody will go through my blog, but there is somebody..!! also my name and my blog link is on somebody else's blog..!! what a surprise..!!
aaa.. actually my last blog (damageoutlet) was displayed on somebody's blog, but for this new one, this is the first time la i think.. thank you encik bandel.. jasamu dikenang.. sori le, aku modify2 ko nyer blog, jadi macam tu.. lawa aper..
ところで、後３日間やなぁ。。

Thursday, August 10, 2006

countdown..

"Aku terima nikahnya, Azianna binti Mat Nayan dengan maskahwinnya RM3,000, tunai.."

It is not RM3,000 worth a sentence, but a lifetime worth a sentence.. another 4 days, I will be saying this sentence for less than 10 seconds, and my life will change forever..
4 days x 24 hours x 60 minutes x 60 second = 345,600 seconds to go.. the clock is ticking and until then in one moment I realize that I am somebody's husband..

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

I desperately want to..

Monday, August 07, 2006

Fever for the flava...

"I got the green glow bottom my car, I got the boom boom system i can hear real far.."
This is about the car actually, from the song Fever For The Flava from Hot Action Cops.. But my car got only the blue glow plus not at the bottom, it's placed behind the front grill.. But hey, I still got the boom boom system..!! Hell I like my boom boom system...
Bought my Wira through AmBank loan for RM20,500, standard one.. That time only the alarm system changed to another brand, Power Guard.. well, I like it.. Then I sent my car to Ah Chui (introduced by Nasa) for the tinted, for the green glow which is blue, bla bla bla.. budget RM800 but spent RM1,300..
Anyway, I like my car.. bcoz I got "something" with cars.. I don't know.. I just can't own a car and do nothing about it.. I must do something.. There's something about car that make me crazy.. Example like spent more money for your car, at the time you just got another 1 month for your wedding.. That's really happened to me..
Haaaaa.. I just thought about my R32 back in Japan 4 years ago..

Friday, August 04, 2006

Chaos Theory..

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Forgotten though...?

Last night actually is one the best moment, met with encik bandel at BM.. (purposely not saying bandar p***a bcoz of the black, horror, tragedic, sadistic, unimaginable night last year..). but wat is the best moment, go drinking with encik bandel kaa...? no laaa... meeting encik bandel is normally normal laa.. just bcoz can speak nihongo loudly in the middle of the crowd.. (ala... bukan pegi tgk bola pun sampai crowd2, minum2 kat nasik kando jer..)
I was not really see any different in him, just, nanka chigau naaa.. to omotteta dake datta.. karada gaa.. yoko sayuu ni hirogatteiru tteyu kanji.. wahahahahaha... marah lak kawan kita ni kang...
sembang2, bukak citer2 lama, but mostly on my new and ex.. encik bandel is the 3rd person to know the real story, behind all the stories that lie behind another stories... lantak... nak tau, tanyer..
he mailed me this morning, bla bla bla talking about the preparation for 13th, nak jadikan aku model profile ape kejadah ntah... he also selitkan onis's blog address... then that moment i remember about my own...
that's why i'm writing... thanks encik bandel...