Keep count on me..!!

I was waiting in the car,
in the middle of putrajaya..
listening to the music from the pendrive,
which I stick to the company car player..

then the handphone ring..
it was lina..
asking me for material name detail..

"azuri, mintak detail material yg nak guna untuk sample XYZ tu.."
"alaa.. aku cerita dalam phone, ko susah nak paham kang.. gi la tanya planner.."
"aku malas la ngan makcik tu.. dia suka bising2.."
"pegi jer la tanya.. aper2 hal kol aku balik.."

then,
as expected, incoming call from factory again..
this time, it was not lina..
it was mary, lina's superior..
her voice of anger hit my ear..

"why don't you just tell lina the material details..!!??"
"why..?"
"you did know how bad our relationship with that makcik, then you still ask us to ask her everything..!!??"
"so..?"
"what so.. c'mon laa.. just give lina the detail.."
then it's my turn to turn on the anger switch..
"i said she won't understand if i explain through phone.. so, just ask that goddamn makcik for the goddamn detail, ok..!!?? i was only not in office for one day, and the only person you can count on is me..? how if i die tomorrow..? how if i quit job tomorrow..? then the company will fall down aa..? go to hell with your bad relationship.. it's your fault if you have bad relationship.."
off the conversation..

for the first time, i didn't feel like to think other's feelings..
why..? cause they never did to me..
i know it..
they just feel want to ask me everything since it's the fast track,
wrong channel but fast track..

not to say i knew things but never want to share..
just want to keep everyone play their own role..
that's what happened to love letter these days..
less people write love letter since
peoples got sms and email as fast track..

and i thought i expressed it..

few days later,
back in office..
i walked around the production with the japanese factory manager..
looking for something which need to be improve..
then i mentioned what happened,
hoping that something will be improve..

"sir, how do you feel that when i was out station, factory staffs called me just to ask simple thing which they can get from the person beside them..?"
"woww.. is that really happened..?"
"yes sir.. i also ask them are they can't do anything if i was not around..? if i quit job tomorrow, the company will shut down and they cannot finish their work..?"

suddenly, his expression changes..
what did i said..? what did i said..?

then only i realize,
he is the one who always use me as a fast track..
he is the one who always ask me simple thing just to need to be sure..
he is the one who always think 8 times to approve my annual leave when the production is peak..

sorry sir..
i didn't meant it..

ever "terlajak cakap" everybody..?

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

5 Comments:

Pocket said...

yes yes!!
never did said anything of that measures but sure did said thing off without thinking.
like...
'now the person who said yes to RM8 per hour of OT in the previous management meeting was sure hell didnt think much about us dont u think farid?.. he must be still living in the 80's and never even thought of us worker need to buy nice stuff for the wife eventually, what a traitor dont u thnk?'
'heheheh.. err it was me pocket.. it was me' said farid :D

waaaaahhhhh!!!
i forgotten that farid just got promoted the other day to become the manager hahahah,
things u never think yah bendul:D
nice one!!

bendul said...

yah yah yah..
correct.. still lots of other terlajak cakap at office..
sometimes, one should be danger to your life..

btw, kono posuto wa pakuri jyanai yo..!!
tabun, ore no kakikata mo omae to nite kita kamo ne..
omae no blog wo yomisugita kara..
heheheh..

ee koto yarou..

Anonymous said...

bila semua asyik tanya hang, tandanya mereka tahu yang hang nie lebih senang didekati atau lebih dipercayai...jangan la plak marah mereka...mungkin satu hari nanti, hang plak perlu bantuan mereka....

bendul said...

bila diharap tu, mmg rasa sgt dihargai..
bila dipercayai tu, mmg rasa sgt dihormati..

cuma ceritanya sama seperti,
bolehkah kita terus masuk bilik pengarah tnb untuk membayar bil letrik, hanya kerana kerani kaunter tu taknak layan kita..?
kalau yer pun nak buat mengadu,
kena pegi pada ketua kerani dulu,
then ketua bahagian,
then pengarah cawangan,
then ibu pejabat,
then bahagian aduan pusat,
then so on so on baru leh sampai ke pengarah..
walaupun pengarah tnb tau cemana nak handle pembayaran bil kan..

btol dak..?

Anonymous said...

betul pe yang hang cakap..aku setuju...kena go through each single level sebelum ke orang atas...tapi itu prosedur untuk kita ke organisasi luar..kot kat organisasi sendiri, mengapa perlu ikut semua tu kalau kita tahu bila go through each level, mereka akan buat tapi lambat...baik terus ke hang yang for sure akan cepat siap benda tu...kadang2 birokrasi nie la yang melambatkan sesuatu kerja walaupun kerja itu sebenarnya senang dan cepat untuk disiapkan...

 
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